The lock was still on the bleached
garage door when David arrived under piercing sun, but the wind was knocking a
side door back against the wall in beat. He peered inside; there was no lantern
anymore. He brought his hands into sweatpants pockets, and sighed when he found
only a single key and a few bills inside.
After
feeling along the clusters of dust on the floor, his fingertips arrived at a
scratchy piece of wood. Once moved, a swell of smoke cascaded out, and David
threw his head to the side and coughed.
From
the pit, he could hear hyperventilating and could see a flickering white light
deep down. A massive man with little hair was hanging onto the rock stairs with
large fingers, flailing his legs behind him. With a hand over his mask to slap
it back on, David scuffled to the stair’s top and grabbed each hand of Mr.
Morality.
It
took several grunts and heaves, but Mr. Morality could eventually roll over
into the light from outside, where the crimson smoke flew out. He breathed
against something in the back of his throat. David hovered over him; his face
seemed to be shoved to the center, leaving a pale canvas of cheeks and
forehead.
Mr.
Morality finally opened his eyes. “Who- what are you!?”
“What
happened here?
“Goddamn
woman went crazy!” he choked out, cotton still in his throat. “First she keeps
talkin’ to me, says she wants to know more about me, keeps interrupting, then
she’s screaming about me never paying attention to her! I turn around for one
moment and she- she- she buried my laptop! It was some kind of black goo! Then
she’s gone, and all the doors are open and smoke’s comin’ from every room! And
no fire!”
David
gasped, “Did the kids escape?”
“Who?”
David
supported his hand on the belly. “Your
child labor. Did they get out in time.”
“I
thought she did all the work. Got me the money, at any rate. Didn’t see
nobody.”
The
smoke had stopped. With a careful swivel, as Mr. Morality groaned, David got
off his knees and shuffled down the steps until the hand in front of him
reached something soft and burning.
With
a yelp, he held his wrist and took a step up, letting his eyes adjust. A wall
of stringy earth was at the stair’s bottom, emitting little vapors underneath
that would quickly vanish. David put the back of his hand close; it still
emitted a round heat.
A
throaty scream came from above. Sprinting up the softening steps of earth,
David saw Mr. Morality sitting up, with one hand clutching his bottom and the
other holding a phone to the dark. Turning his head, David gasped; the wall
away from Mr. Morality had dried dripping of deep, purple lettering.
YOU ARE
BORING
A
blue contact fell from Mr. Morality’s eye as he held his head and shuffled back
into the wall shaking. He cried out as David started to approach the lettering,
which was enough for David to grab his arm and back away from the source of the
burnt steak smell.
Mr.
Morality soon got up on his stained dress pants and hustled out the door, going
only to a bare fence before David caught up with him.
“How
do you remove a chip?”
“…why?”
David
pulled out his photograph, held it straight in front, and then swallowed as he
read its back.
“Why
am I returning your mind-control chip to you? It works fine, but I realize-“
“Oh fuck you. I’m
not here to listen to a speech.” The big man grabbed on to the fence in front
of him each time he moved towards the street’s shade. “I don’t know anymore.”
“You invented it!”
David lifted his mask for a moment to wipe away the sweat.
“That was college.
Those information packets are trapped down there,” said Mr. Morality, with a
quick itch on his side scratched.
David looked back
at the squatting garage, then to Mr. Morality, who had turn to the jagged
sidewalk at a brisk pace.
“Well, my employer
needs one removed, and I’m not paying for that one!”
Mr. Morality froze
stiff, grasping invisible balls with his fingers, then turned around pale. A
pigeon continued to peck at the bare grass beside him. “Do you all look like
that?”
“What?”
“The golden skull
masks? She told me that there’d be “meanies in black,” frequent buyers that
kept complaining. Or maybe you were that other masked man.”
David itched at
the edges of his plastic disguise, then sighed. “It’s an old Halloween mask,
actually. There are some I’d rather not be recognized by. Look, I’ll… I won’t
tell anybody about your business if you help me.”
“Look, I can’t. I
gotta get back to my folks’ house. I should be on break anyway.”
“But I-“
“Look, it’s over!
Finished! There’s nothing more to talk about here.” Mr. Morality nearly tripped
on his turn back, but kept going at irregular intervals, reshifting his hoodie
when not zipping or unzipping it. Birds jabbered and rustled dry green leaves
above.
“Hey!”
Mr. Morality
revolved.
“You could at
least get me directions to the library.”
“Wha?”
“Well, my employer
is looking for something, and he’s a low-tech guy.”
Mr. Morality hid
his head as he rubbed his temples. “It’s not gonna work, you know. She told me
each chip has safeguards.”
“Oh really?” David
gave a silent grin. “Something tells me I get these chips better than you do.”
*
At the library
checkout between two flags, David got a path to the other masked man from a
flush-faced teen with a long ponytail. As he took taut steps away, she called
to him. “I think he wants to be left alone,” she muttered before going back to
her keyboard.
The moisture in
his mask had begun to drip to his chin as an escalator pushed him to a grid
glass ceiling. Once off, David walked past ten knotted shelves and a group of
scampering children, then put his shoulder to a row and peered alongside.
The back of
Cicada-Man’s head stretched to the ceiling, next to a tower of thick textbooks
teetering alongside. He was alone on a row of desks. The other desk strips in
between shelves were overflowing, some with books to chin, a couple staring at
the goggled man with titled gaze. David’s lean caused the shelf to creak, and
Cicada-Man shot his neck up to find David’s eyes.
Jetting his breath
up to hold, David swiveled into a walk past the faded array of colors and
dog-ears, spacing out each step in forced interval. He gave a quick glance
through an empty section after the middle of the shelf; Cicada-Man’s scarlet
eyes were following him. Once David could peer to the other side, however, the
armored man was flipping through his book, muttering and letting spit fly
irregularly.
David’s hand
caressed the photograph beneath the sweats. He steadied his breath,
straightened the mask, then stepped out.
Some of the
gawkers at computers pointed at David for their friends. David stepped past the
clicks and rustles, and Cicada-Man crashed his book shut before tossing it
aside and standing for another, to which David scrunched behind a blue bin. He
counted the breaths and felt his blood pump. Minutes after the new book had
been slammed down and the others had started staring at David instead, he
stood, then crept along the varnished wood to the blue pimple on the brown
mask.
In the midst of
turning the page, Cicada-Man ripped his body from the chair and latched onto
David’s shoulders, pushing him down into the edge of the desk. “I was promised
no more disturbances,” he snarled. “Have I wronged thee, ‘hero’?”
“Forgive me,” said
David, his voice like a cough. “There’s something sticking to the back of your
mask.”
Cicada-Man brought
his hand around the metal ball, then froze, twitching his head to bring it
closer to David’s. “Who are you?”
“I’ve been sent to
help you. The government- The government wants you to achieve your dreams.
Cleaning up your mask is a good place to start.”
With straining
fingers, Cicada-Man finally pinched the blue ball and peeled it, threads still
sticking to the magnet. Moments later, he pulled David’s body up and close.
“I am uncertain
why I became so inclined to trust you moments ago, strange one,” said Cicada-Man.
“Reveal your secrets, ere you be cast out as a malicious sorcerer.”
“No secret. When
you can’t understand intention,” David then slipped up his mask and took in
sharp breaths in between coughing out his gravel voice, “you can really- fall
for- anything.”
Cicada-Man pushed
David back, and held his arms out.
“David Tolkien! I
admit we did not part on good terms, but I thought in that moment (though why,
I cannot imagine) that you no longer-“
“Look, I need to
tell you some things, ok? Just please, don’t run or be angry or anything.”
Cicada-Man put his
hands on the itchy chair and leaned in.
“I… put a mind
control chip on you. The evidence of the business I got it from was destroyed,
but they gave it to me as an experiment of sorts. That blue thing removes your
ability to perceive intent in some places,” said David, glancing at Atlas of
Human Anatomy on top of the textbook pile. “I partially wanted to take a
break, but it also had to do with your- homophobic beliefs.”
Cicada-Man opened
his mouth and raised his head, but quickly shut and lowered it, looking up.
David slipped his
photograph out and held it in front. “But I recently had a change of heart.
‘Why am I
returning your mind-control chip to you? It works fine, but I realize that I’m approaching
it the wrong way after all this time.
I don’t know
why some people are homophobic, or racist, or any other evil. I don’t know why
I took up this impossible challenge, or why I’m still around. And maybe that’s
the reason.
We learn
nothing without dialogue. I will talk with Cicada-Man about his stigmas, and we
will learn from each other, though I hope to teach him more than he teaches me.
We will both benefit from each other, and I will go nowhere without someone to
challenge me.’”
When David looked
up and quickly crumpled the photograph back, Cicada-Man was standing straight
and smiling.
“I suppose I
should be insulted,” he said, followed by a little laugh. “But I’m glad you acknowledged
your mistakes.”
David smiled back,
and then picked up the mask. “I fixed my first superhero failing too.”
“David Tolk-“
“Actually, can you
not use my real name? In front of these guys?”
Cicada-Man surveyed
the enraptured audience and the timid ponytail intern on all sides. Seizing his
head, “You mean you’ve been using your real name all this time?”
“…yes.”
“Dav- my former
apprentice, do you not see the foolishness of this? How your enemies could use
this information against you!”
“Look, I didn’t
need- we’re getting off topic. I want back in.”
Cicada-Man clasped
his hands in front of him. A grey-haired, jittery man walked in and began
whispering to a friend and pointing at the two heroes.
“I could not be so
cruel as to deny you the chance to do good. However, the task beheld by
superheroes is not flexible; it is likely sin will tempt you once again.”
David picked his
head up. “Well, that’s where you’re wrong. I’m not going to charge in. I’ll
start with two hours a day. We’ll meet at Union Station at noon. As time goes
on, I’ll increase the amount of time I spend with you.”
“But-“
“Look, after
saving your livelihood, you could grant me at least this.”
“And whose-“Cicada-Man’s
mouth hung open, then closed slowly and tightly. “You would dare blackmail me
so?”
“I’m blackmailing
you to help you,” David raised his arm and hand out. “I thought you were
looking for apprentices. I’m curious about you and want to be me again. Either
way, you’re keeping me around.”
Pinching together
the skin of his forehead, Cicada-Man grunted and tapped a packed boot rapidly.
“You shouldn’t
trust me,” offered David. “But I can fix that.”
Cicada-Man
scrunched his hands and let out a yelp, bringing in more onlookers across the
reflecting floor.
“Just as I return
on my glorious quest, I must accept my own undoing! But I need not pray to
understand that this is what Jesus would do. And you did return to rescue
myself from denying the true path… very well. Unnamed One, we shall work
together to save this world… or rather, you will work whenever you feel like it,”
he grumbled. He took two steps forward and snatched David’s hand as David’s
wilted hair was mirrored off of the polished goggles.
“Unnamed One.”
David beamed. “Unnamed. Not a bad moniker, really.
The grey-haired
man started a soft applause, and let out a ‘whoo!’ before blushing and
stopping. The gatherings on the tables giggled at that.
Copyright
(C) 2013 by Nick Edinger
This chapter kind of feels like the last chapter of the first book in a series. Everything so far has been about David struggling to determine his own identity and purpose, and he has gone from near-suicidal indifference to seeking quick justice to accepting gradual progress in both his life and his relationship with Cicada-Man. Now that he seems to have come to terms with his current strengths and limitations and chosen a new direction in life, it feels natural to end this story and pick up on his further adventures in a new one. I don't know if you considered the idea of arranging these chapters in book form or how many more chapters you might have in store, but I think a series of novellas about David and Cicada-Man might be pretty interesting. Let me know what you think.
ReplyDeleteI did not intend for the book to end here (as there's still parts of David and Cicada-Man's character that I wish to explore), but the idea of developing the book into perhaps three novellas, the first one ending here, is not a bad one. I'll think about it.
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